I can’t stand the fact that in such short period of time you replaced me. I do nothing but love you and this is what you do. The pain and betrayal I feel from that makes me sick. I can’t sleep, can’t eat, this pain will drive me to my grave.. I’ve lost. They won. You lied I believed. You left, I’m dieing. I need to cope and get over this but how.? People give me the easy answers, but they don’t understand that my feelings are to deep and it kills me inside. I need a way out. I deserve a way out. There’s only one easy way out..but I never take the road most traveled by. So what’s my easy way out..? How d I make my own tools to cope..? How do I stop feeling pain and being sick..? How do I drop my true feelings for someone who never cared..? HOW do I fall out of love..